Losing touch.
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004, 3:38 pm

Losing touch.

Please excuse the way that I think about this...I've got so cross as my thoughts are whurring around that I'm actually feeling dizzy.

Once upon a time there was a girl called Aurenna. There was also an Australian bloke name Jack. Aurenna and Jack weren't the best of friends, they weren't even particularly close, but Jack helped 'Ren to talk about things that she needed to start talking about. Jack was the first person that she opened her heart to, to let out her sins.

Now it just so happens that Jack and Aurenna have lost touch. And Aurenna is absolutely fucking furious about it. None of Jack's email addresses work anymore. Jack no longer visits the websites that he used to. Jack had to change his phone number because he did not pay his phone bill and now Aurenna has no way of getting in touch with him. Well...now, that is not strictly true. There is one way, but it's a road that's painful and weary to travel; through his ex-girlfriend. Emily doesn't like talking about Jack anymore. Emily doesn't even like talking to me anymore. And that is fine....she's moved on to a new set of friends, but I can still find her if I want to, so that's fine.

Unfortunately, right now I'm having a pissing bad feeling about Jack, I feel like he's in trouble. It may be totally unfounded, but it may not, and I am so cross that I have absolutely no way to find out whether he's ok or not. Oh for god's sake, I have no idea whether he's alive or not, I've not spoken to the man since....2002. I think.

So as a note to all friends who read this and my various other diaries; please, please don't lose touch. Move on, make new friends, stop talking to me if that's what you want to do. But leave me some sort of medium of contact.

I am so cross at him. And upset. And worried. I wish, I wish I had a way to find out.

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